How did it all start?

How did it all started? And how can it be stopped?
Where can i find the answer? Or can the answer be found?

Come to think about it... the answer is already there...
and there's no altering of anything...

So I guess this is just another part of life... my life...
that i have to go through...

我不想走
去你媽的路口
破碎的痴夢
丟到馬桶讓水流
本人依然沒救
而香煙沒停過
咳到我心 很痛

Shit... hungry... but it's too late and i should be sleeping...